I always wondered if you really lyk me or not.. I always ask why youre acting that way.. Why youre always teasing me.. Why suddenly sweet? Why youre acting differently towards me than the rest of the group.. Why you often calls my name.. When it feels like you integrate my name for every simple and stupid jokes you hear.. I've always been like a psychologist coz i read people and most of the time, im right.. And i assumed that somehow at the back of your mind, you like me too..
But why can't i read you now? Why cant i understand things now? Why can i be so sure of my predictions now? Why can't i comprehend with these things which i've always been so relaxed to deal with before? Why have you changed so suddenly? Why does it hurts me? So much i haven't even known it could be this hard.. Now i don't know anything.. It feels like i'm a stranger in the field where i've always known its ups, downs and turns.. I feel like i'm a kindergarten starting to learn things..
It upsets me so much. You've done something sweet yesterday that i felt like ive been right all along.. Then came this morning and felt suddenly different.. Way far different.. I felt like i've missed a century. I cant merge in anymore..
When you thought you knew something even at the back of your hand, you suddenly wake up and realized you were actually sleeping..
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