yEs, wEre student nurseS.. just student nuRses.. we may not be as knowledgeable as what you think you are.. we may not know everything as a registered nurse doEs.. yes, i admit.. we are so much less that what you people think of us in the society.. in the medical fieLd.. we are dReAmers of a dirty work.. we thrive haRd to be Like what people thinks of as "nannies with collegE degrees." because nurSes do diRty works, caRe providers and doctor's foLLowers.. anD we, stuDent nuRses are even beLow thAt LeveL.. i don't reaLLy wonder why peopLe won't beLieve and tRust stuDent nuRseS.. what shocks me then was how peopLe cOuLD actuaLLy be ruDe to studEnt nuRses.. i don'T givE a damn if peopLe oR patiEnts won't respect us the way they do to nuRses and doCtoRs.. they are hiEraRchy aLready,. who aRE we to be compAred to them?. that'S a fAct and i hAve nothinG against iT.. what huRts though is how peopLe couLd be mEan to the point oF noT respEcting us even onLy as a humAn bEing who couLd be huRt by thEiR woRds and aCtionS.. we onLy aim foR ouR drEams and Striving hArd to get through it., iT's ouR Least intention to huRt and hArm paTienTs.. why cAn't they gEt thAt.? why cAn't thEy reALize that? iT couLd hAve been Easy foR us to Overdose a patiEnt anD Let the cLinicAL instruCtor's license to suffEr.. whAt moRe significant Loss Can we have thaN suspension of somEone eLse License and hArdworK? wE won't suffER much thAn what othERs wiLL.. it wouLd aLL be Easy.. buT as i hAve saiD, StudEnt nuRses aRe humAns aLso.. we hAve theSe thinG in uS caLLEd conscienCE.. wE're onLy doinG aLL of theSe pRerequisitEs of what we couLd becomE in the futuRE.. sAdLy, thEse arE the pRErequisites.. to deAL with aLL of you..
ouR inStructoRs oftEnLy say thAt nuRsing is a humbLe profession.. but they never warned us how hEaRtbReaking it couLd actuaLLy be to bow youR hEad down whEn you are beinG judGed by peopLe who never seemed to understAnd your puRposE.. and unhesitatingly accept and understand their pOint even if it is vague.. to tRy to Let go oF youR pRide without Losing confidence and seLf esteem..to try tO LovE what you do whEn everybody eLse criticizes your woRk..
Yes, itS ouR choice to bE nuRses.. we prefeR to get through these.. we shouLd have known how hard it would be when we decided to take it.. but i never expected that i wouLd be this much affected and huRt.. i thought i couLd get through it.. and i never thought peopLe couLd actuaLLy be that mEAn.. couLd actuaLLy degrAde you in such a little effort, in such a short moment.. and makE you doubt on youR own capabilitiEs., mAkes you want to surrEndEr..
to aLL of you, im just sayinG onE thinG.. Try to RespeCt peopLe no matter who thEy aRe.. i know aLL of us have huRts.. but wouLd it heLp to puT somEone down to cover up your own pain? even a little respect count much to somEone who aims biG..
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Sunday, October 12, 2008
dated 09/25 : 2 somEone i'vE been micinG so much
Am i hurting u already? I'm sorry for treating u the way i do., i just can't help it.. Im sorry.. Coz if i won't treat you bad, i would only find ways 2 appreciate you more, 2 love you more, expect more of what fairytales may bring me.. I just wanted to save myself and the only solution i could ever think of is to hurt you.. And make myself believe that its as easy as that.. But then, it feels like its hurting me more than it hurts you.. Sometimes i wonder am i such a great liar and pretender that i cud make you believe i'm not interested at you at all? Or.. Am i such a great fool believing all of these could affect you.. Was it just you who doesn't care after all?
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