i've never really been as affected bef0re 0ver my new f0und friends c0z i always secure myself fr0m disapp0intments.right bef0re i meet them i w0uld always set up a barrier f0r me n0t t0 get s0 attached and end up feeling like this when the time c0mes that we have t0 part ways.. i did. in fact, i 0nly knew s0me 0f them. i 0nly g0t t0 b0nd with s0me 0f them. i never even g0t the chance t0 be with s0me 0f them in duties.. but i c0uldn't understand why im feeling s0 sad n0w i w0uld even want t0 cry.. g0sh! what happened t0 me.
i'm feeling all sentimental n0w,. a l0t f things running thr0ugh my head, i d0nt even kn0w which is which. b0tt0m line 0f all 0f these: i'm al0ne. carreer, l0ve, family, friends.. i'm by myself n0w. and i d0nt kn0w fr0m where sh0uld i start fixing myself..
funny thing is, i'm n0t even br0ken t0 start with. i feel like i'm just l0sing all 0f it. i want a hug. i wish s0me 0ne c0uld tap me in the sh0ulder and tell me i'm g0nna be fine. and i'ts all g0nna be alright.. i wish s0me0ne can sincerely d0 that.. even if it's just a text message..
t0day, i'm n0t really feeling well. i might as well l0g 0ut and have g00d cry h0ping it c0uld s0meh0w help.. :'(
