Friday, September 26, 2008

beLieve me, i didn't ask for this..


2days life is no lyf at oL.. i was insulted all day long.. u know, in someone's life i believe there would always be this time, this day, where you could be all Lyk STUPId.. wen you wud ask questions that are nonsense.. you would know from the bottom of your heart that you're making no sense at all but you just can't help it.. ds was indeed my lucky day and i became lyk that.. so pitiful of me, nbody seemed to notice that i'm undergoing through that meaningful stage of my life today.. dey were bragging on me, mocking of me because i raise and answer questions that are beyond human's intelligence and capacity to understand.. they felt like i was an alien with negative IQ.. and it's just heartbreaking that their taking this somekind of involuntary shits negatively.. their mocking on me bigtime.. that even at the wittiest question i have ever made this day seemed to be like a hell of a bullshit question..

i'm not stupid,. i know i'm doing stupid this day but that doesn't guarantee you that i really am stupid.. i was just undergoing somekind of mental stagnation today. or let's just put it like i was just overloaded with thoughts that my mind could not comprehend no more, that it tends to overanalyze simple things formulating to stupid questions,. that's just it! so don't make it a big deaL, a big issue of it.. if it's hard for you to understand me, can't you imagine how much harder it is for me to deaL with it? i can't even understand what i'm trying to say, then how could you possibly know what it really is? all i wanted for you is to SHUT UP! i don't need your opinion this time.. i'm NOT ASKING YOU TO UNDERSTAND.. i just want you to KEEP QUIET.. it would only be for a day, coulDn't you just bear with me.? i made you laugh for couple of months already, i'm just asking for this day.. just let me be stupid for i can't help it.. if i could stop it, then i probably would had.. but i can't.. just this day.. could you? would you?

Monday, September 15, 2008

new Life.. nEw me.. neW friends.. new wishes.. new crushes.. same feeLing?

i feLt this thinG just when my bAg was kidnapped by still an unknown citizen of my school.. aLL my Life were in that bag,. my phone, my zen, my treasured waLLet, my watch and my bAg.. aLL those thingS were gone at an instant.. just Like that.. and it maDe me reaLize that any other thing couLd also be gonE as easy as that., i needEd to bRing my Life bAck., i need to get bAck to schOoL, before everything eLse faiL..

mAybe, Losing my baG, my Life was a good thinG after aLL..