i'm gonna be more brave..

so today i sent them a message saying that i miss them. I do. I miss them everyday. But I'm not the same girl anymore. and i'm still afraid they might not like her at all. Maybe i'm not ready to face them yet. I'm that type of a friend now who would rehearse some lines and would prepare some topics to converse with. I'm not expecting anything else anyway. i just wanted to tell them that. it's at least the only thing i'm sure of this time.

hakuna matata

i just made a big decision today. it's kinda hard. but i think i'm sticking to it. i don't know if it's right coz it's realistically and practically not right. how would you know whether you're throwing off an oppurtunity or you're making way for another oppurtunity?

well, maybe i needed to be wrong sometimes. and if it is, i'll mark this day and won't regret. coz i've made a decision and i'll stick to it. no matter the consequences. Hakuna Matata!