get a life!

i want to live!.. i want to enjoy life.. i can't live the way i've been living lately.. i don't want to face the world and bow down at every person i meet.. hey! i'm a nurse for God sake!.. i should also be respected.. i want to face the world.. enjoy it.. live with it.. i don't want to stay where i've always stayed and wait for death to rescue me.. i have to face what the world has prepared for me.. i need to conquer it!.. and i will!