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I bumped into each of them every time. Oftentimes, we didn't even bother recognizing each other and just go on pretending we're not acquainted. I've known them even before i understood what friendship means. Some I've even known long before i learned how to write the word FRIEND.
Durng my most prideful days, I didn't want to be friends with them, get acquainted nor be oriented in their ways. I didn't want to get involved simply because i was prideful. I felt i was too perfect for them. I was too invincible. Like I've worked myself out to make sure I'll grow up being better than them. And now, when everything else failed, when everyone seemed to abandoned me. When the people I considered the most important act like they never met me at all. And all I could turn to for happy hours and fun times are my family and some relatives. When blogger seemed to replace the role of the people I used to call friends. I end up turning to these people whom I've overlooked through the years.. whom I judged and ignored .
Fortunately or unfortunately, things have to happened this way for me to know them. And I should be glad. I am glad. You know, all just seemed to be different this time. Like things had been a little (or much, i must say) sentimental. I wasn't really this type of a person who checks her friends up making convos that don't really matter. Funny now how I make these extra efforts to make sure things are still intact and that I haven't lost any member of the group yet. Maybe because they are the ones I call as my first friends in this second chance. That's why I treasure them a lot.
I hope these ones wouldn't be like the others, who forgets when things get difficult and a little too different. Keep the faith..
I bumped into each of them every time. Oftentimes, we didn't even bother recognizing each other and just go on pretending we're not acquainted. I've known them even before i understood what friendship means. Some I've even known long before i learned how to write the word FRIEND.
Durng my most prideful days, I didn't want to be friends with them, get acquainted nor be oriented in their ways. I didn't want to get involved simply because i was prideful. I felt i was too perfect for them. I was too invincible. Like I've worked myself out to make sure I'll grow up being better than them. And now, when everything else failed, when everyone seemed to abandoned me. When the people I considered the most important act like they never met me at all. And all I could turn to for happy hours and fun times are my family and some relatives. When blogger seemed to replace the role of the people I used to call friends. I end up turning to these people whom I've overlooked through the years.. whom I judged and ignored .
Fortunately or unfortunately, things have to happened this way for me to know them. And I should be glad. I am glad. You know, all just seemed to be different this time. Like things had been a little (or much, i must say) sentimental. I wasn't really this type of a person who checks her friends up making convos that don't really matter. Funny now how I make these extra efforts to make sure things are still intact and that I haven't lost any member of the group yet. Maybe because they are the ones I call as my first friends in this second chance. That's why I treasure them a lot.
I hope these ones wouldn't be like the others, who forgets when things get difficult and a little too different. Keep the faith..
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