memories

nearly 7 months has passed, but i still found myself shedding tears over what happened. i know i shouldn't feel sorry for anything coz a lot of good things happened right after. a lot of lessons were learned. and i came to meet the people who truly cares for me. but as i travel back, i can't contain the sadness that i chose to ignore these past few months. life was moving forward and i was excited of what's gonna happen next, then i reached for a sudden stop. i wanted to move, i wanted to continue life as it is and use every strength i have left to go on but to no response. none of it even mattered coz to some people, they believe i'm not strong enough. they were convinced that i wasn't fighting back at all.

it came to a point when i thought i was fighting the battle alone. and it's really sad. i don't wanna be back to that time. when i was helpless and hopeless. and alone..