Draft dated jan 21, 2015
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Happy new year to me and to you if theres ever somebody reading this post of mine.
And so, yes my new year flashback practice continues. When id think about it at fist, i kinda thought of an empty canvas coz honestly i did just one thing this year. Work. So basically there goes my whole 2014. Summarized in just one word.
January passed with no to few memories. I got to watch fireworks from a small window of my cousin's room and there i wished things would get better. Greeted and kissed my dad a happy new year and slept. Probably one of the worst new year celebration i had.
Love month came by just the same february i got to know through the years. Except that this time ive worried a little bit more of the fact that i still had no one beside me whom i could spend couples day with. And oh, someone did ask but i was shocked and i was scared to say yes so... yes, it blew him off just too soon. End. Of. The. Story. I guess, i wont ever date my entire life.
March was my birthmonth and my tito and tita had a vacation here after 3 years. So i was able to catch up to some of their whereabouts. We went on for a dinner and i overheard them planning for some surprise birthday carols for me. So when carolers appeared behind my seat singing a birthday song, i was half surprised but i pretended to be shocked so i couldnt spoil and dissapoint a moment.
April and May were work months. I got to meet my new headnurse to whom helped me gained my confidence back at work. I got to work hard coz i knew someone believes that im doin my best at work. I lost weight coz i was givin my all. Which led to..
June where i was placed under knife for the second time. My appendix was also taken off my body. Guess it takes another organ to be removed so i could go back to life. I hope.
July, August, September, October were all work days for me. Only by september i was rotated to another area which was more peaceful, less workload, more rest for me. Probably a reward for working so hard on previous duty months. Few days however before i leave and i found myself weeping. Sepanx maybe. Right then i knew ive been separated from the best headnurse im ever gonna meet in my lcp days.
November and December, finally i was able to go back to my roots. I went home for my moms birthday and for the xmas holidays. I was reminded of who i was and the people who would always be there no matter what. I was happy.
Few years back and i only wished of one thing. To pack my bags and leave home. I never thought of what i want or what i will do. I thought i juat needed to get out and everything would follow. Probably one kof the many irrational decision young ones make.
So there goes my 2014. I pray and hope for a happy and healthy 2015.
Happy new year to me and to you if theres ever somebody reading this post of mine.
And so, yes my new year flashback practice continues. When id think about it at fist, i kinda thought of an empty canvas coz honestly i did just one thing this year. Work. So basically there goes my whole 2014. Summarized in just one word.
January passed with no to few memories. I got to watch fireworks from a small window of my cousin's room and there i wished things would get better. Greeted and kissed my dad a happy new year and slept. Probably one of the worst new year celebration i had.
Love month came by just the same february i got to know through the years. Except that this time ive worried a little bit more of the fact that i still had no one beside me whom i could spend couples day with. And oh, someone did ask but i was shocked and i was scared to say yes so... yes, it blew him off just too soon. End. Of. The. Story. I guess, i wont ever date my entire life.
March was my birthmonth and my tito and tita had a vacation here after 3 years. So i was able to catch up to some of their whereabouts. We went on for a dinner and i overheard them planning for some surprise birthday carols for me. So when carolers appeared behind my seat singing a birthday song, i was half surprised but i pretended to be shocked so i couldnt spoil and dissapoint a moment.
April and May were work months. I got to meet my new headnurse to whom helped me gained my confidence back at work. I got to work hard coz i knew someone believes that im doin my best at work. I lost weight coz i was givin my all. Which led to..
June where i was placed under knife for the second time. My appendix was also taken off my body. Guess it takes another organ to be removed so i could go back to life. I hope.
July, August, September, October were all work days for me. Only by september i was rotated to another area which was more peaceful, less workload, more rest for me. Probably a reward for working so hard on previous duty months. Few days however before i leave and i found myself weeping. Sepanx maybe. Right then i knew ive been separated from the best headnurse im ever gonna meet in my lcp days.
November and December, finally i was able to go back to my roots. I went home for my moms birthday and for the xmas holidays. I was reminded of who i was and the people who would always be there no matter what. I was happy.
Few years back and i only wished of one thing. To pack my bags and leave home. I never thought of what i want or what i will do. I thought i juat needed to get out and everything would follow. Probably one kof the many irrational decision young ones make.
So there goes my 2014. I pray and hope for a happy and healthy 2015.
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