I'm sorry..

i hope the friendship will be patched up someday.

I pray that somehow, even though i decided to take a break from all of it, and some people may have replaced my role in your life, i still occupy a place in your heart. i know things are a little bumpy now, well at least for me but i look forward to that day when we'll be able to catch up, and i'll be able to cope up.

For now, i'm sorry. i'm sorry if you feel that i may have abandoned you. even though not-so-good things happened, i believe things still remain to be the same. coz it used to be that way for us. later on i realized that's it's actually been a long time since we last hang out, and that maybe i have forgotten how it felt like anymore. for the first time in a decade, i felt lost and out of place with the people i've always been comfortable hanging out with.

I knew, something had changed. and that change can't be undone nor can it be halted. it has to happen for us to grow up. Sadly, it also means we have to grow apart. but whatever happens to friendship, i hope it won't at least end.

In time things will be fixed up. i won't go along pretending everything is fine anymore. but that doesn't mean that i'm giving it up.

Sorry for doing this. And sorry for forgetting how it felt like. I'm sorry coz i forgot how to be a friend. Sorry, i changed. and forgive me now coz i'm taking a break from all of it. I'm a little broken now. And the friendship can't be fixed with a cracked up member in it.

maybe i should have remembered these