i'm about to log off, bury my head on bed, stare into the darkness and wonder how my life will turn out 2 months from now.. but i came across a blog post from a stranger and i began to remember how ambitious i was 4 years ago.. how i clearly pictured myself leaving home, heading for my dream.. but like a real photograph, the image seemed to fade off in time.. now i couldn't really see the person in it, nor the dream she is after for. if only i could be that person again. optimistic. independent. brave. ambitious..
i wish that person is still here, buried inside a body with a weakling faith. and in this 2 months, i hope i could and i need to retrieve her back. coz the first step towards my dream is just 2 months away.
funny how i have to come across that blog post this time. maybe to remind me that i have to stand back up and get on track. and i will.
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