Monday, November 16, 2009

thinGs definiteLy had chAngEd..

now i can see him through the eyes without worryinG that i may get caught., i did like him too much,. and now, i don't know.. all i know is that he remains to be special to me and i don't have any hard feelinGs towards us enDing up as fRiends and sometimes just mere acquaintances.. i'm happy for him if ever he's happy.. i'm happy for knowinG him, and definitely i had the greatest time bonding with him.. sometimes, when i see him we taLk the way we used to and by the moment he walks away, i draw a smile on my face thinking how i was able to move on and be happy on the thinGs that had happened.. i knw from the bottom of our hearts, we may not be the best friends ever but we know we've been real fRiends at somE point..

right now, i'm still searching for that one perSOn.. that person i can count on.. the one whom i can tell all my stories with.. all my aspirations, my failures and worries.. my sentiments.. why can't finD him? why can't he finD me? im not demanding for a heart poppinG love stoRy, i just want a true fRiend, someone who wouLd stAy with mE and Listen to me without worryinG that he may be Late for his date with her girlfriend.. you know what i mean.. without me worrying that someone may get angry with me nor with him.. am i waiting for too lonG?? i'm losinG my patiEnce and i'm losing my faith..

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