Sunday, October 12, 2008

dated 09/25 : 2 somEone i'vE been micinG so much


Am i hurting u already? I'm sorry for treating u the way i do., i just can't help it.. Im sorry.. Coz if i won't treat you bad, i would only find ways 2 appreciate you more, 2 love you more, expect more of what fairytales may bring me.. I just wanted to save myself and the only solution i could ever think of is to hurt you.. And make myself believe that its as easy as that.. But then, it feels like its hurting me more than it hurts you.. Sometimes i wonder am i such a great liar and pretender that i cud make you believe i'm not interested at you at all? Or.. Am i such a great fool believing all of these could affect you.. Was it just you who doesn't care after all?

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